Monday, August 20, 2007

NOT a Dream Seeker

I prefer the REAL World

I did not have a restful sleep at all. When that first alarm went off this morning I was what the! The TV timer had already gone off so the news seemed to be blasting, I rolled over to try and catch some more zzz’s but that didn’t happen ‘cos the next alarm sounded even louder! AAWWWW now I have to mask the grouchy feelings so I can send the honey off in good spirits. But it just was too tough! Ginger got into the trash and had ketchup cups scattered around her bed and that just set me off dang dog!
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Thank goodness Hubby has this special knack at saying, gesturing or acting in a way that snaps me right out of the ranting… he did just that, he came into the kitchen made eye contact with the dogs and said: “good luck kids, I’m sorry you have to stay here with her” the dogs all started wagging their tails and headed down the hall behind him for the front door goodbye rubs. Helllooooo what about me??? It worked…I started chuckling ‘cos they were plotting against me.
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So honey is out the door, I shoo the kids back to the kitchen, I realize I forgot to give the vitamin water packets to the honey so I run to the door and swing it open to see his truck is already gone!!! How is that possible! Was I that scary this morning for him to get out the door, arrange his stuff in the back seat, get in the front and be down the road within like a minute???
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Well, since the kids didn’t seem to want to go out and potty, I shut the backdoor, gave them a treat and headed up the stairs to lie down and call the hubby. I can only imagine what he thought when he saw my name on caller ID… probably didn’t want to answer. Lol… he answered with yeeeeess and I was ‘where are you’… pretending to be all mad but I quickly altered the tone so he would know I just playing… anyway I wanted him to know that I know he did not warm up the truck, not even 30 sec for him to be where he was by the time I called. Anyway by speeding away from the crime zone so to speak he wasn’t going to have any vit water, ha
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So I tried to make my eyes close to catch a little more rest and that just didn’t happen. I flipped the channels to see all the morning news. The hubby called to let me know he arrived safe but it seemed as if it was like 2-minutes after I fell back asleep. Okay I think this day is against me, ugh!
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By 8:47 AM I figured… that’s it I better get up ‘cos there’s no more sleeping for me as it is I need to put the trash out so I don’t miss the truck again. SO I dress grab the inside garbage and head out the back to get the heavy receptacle, roll it to the curb clean up the front, check the new plums (only two, not there like originally thought) and then let the kids out for a quick corner romp. Why just why… so Sparky set my mood back for a second ‘cos gross he grabbed some poop some rude neighbors let their little beast dump a load and they didn’t pick it up!!!! I wish I had caught them because they would have to pay a fine!!! Anyway, I screamed, he dropped it out of his mouth and they all ran to the safety of their backyard. I was so mad at the whole incident that I grabbed the shovel and flipped the poop into the street… now that I am exposing my bad conduct I feel silly but I would look crazy if I want to retrieve it out of the road don’t cha think?
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When I came in I decided to skip breakfast go for lunch so I grabbed a soda! That always calms me down and I headed for the computer to check my mails and watch some TV. While sitting here I began to wonder why am I having such a crappy day. I don’t want a crappy day and I have to do something to change it so…. I start typing it out and realize it was because of the unexplainable disturbing dream!
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I’ve never read about what dreams mean so I have no idea what the combination of all the weirdness in the dream means… my memory is so foggy. I guess if I had thought to write everything down I could remember shortly after the honey had left I could get a better analyses of its meaning but…. Remember I was grouchy and sleepy!
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Edited 08/22: Dream details deleted - it's fading so why keep it in print


It didn’t make sense, it turned my stomach to think about it... I normally forget dreams shortly after I wake but unfortunately not this one... can't remember all of the dream but it weighed heavily on my mind
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Also, I did not proof any of this original or edited post… I just typed it as fast as it came to mind without thinking about it because I wanted to remember enough to discuss it with my honey and try to make some sense out of it… so I chose to delete the details as I mentioned when I originally posted (then I may delete the post if it is still disturbing me…)
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I like it better when I just don’t remember dreaming. I guess the next thing is to get lost in some project to help me pass the day... AND I did!

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1 Guest(s):

Emanicipated? said...

Hey you...sorry to hear that you are having such a sucky day....the dream is disturbing for me as well...I don't know much about these things but I know that where i come from dreaming about weddings is never a good thing...usually we pray these dreams away and ask for God's protection for friends and family in this time and beyond..."Pray", therefore is my advice to you.